Gage?

Thanks to Sarah and Jessyca the other night, they said some things that got me thinking. Also thanks to this other guy who has inspired me with just a few photos.

I know what to do now and I’m going to do it.

Which is-

live.

Not sure where I’m going to go, but I’m going.

Somethin’ filled up
my heart with nothin’,
someone told me not to cry.

But now that I’m older,
my heart’s colder,
and I can see that it’s a lie.

Children wake up,
hold your mistake up,
before they turn the summer into dust.

If the children don’t grow up,
our bodies get bigger but our hearts get torn up.
We’re just a million little gods causin’ rain storms turnin’ every good thing to
rust.

I guess we’ll just have to adjust.

With my lightnin’ bolts a glowin’
I can see where I am goin’ to be
when the reaper he reaches and touches my hand.

With my lightnin’ bolts a glowin’
I can see where I am goin’
With my lightnin’ bolts a glowin’
I can see where I am, go-go, where I am

You’d better look out below

Yeah.

The trees are turning green and the grass is beginning to grow.

It’s getting warmer, you know what that means. Days spent in sulphur, mowing, swimming, water gun fights, cook outs, fire works, road trips! Pop sicles!1!1 Good music, music that sounds good all year round, but sets a tone for summer, in summer time.

Like for instance, Billie Holiday sounds great all the time, but in the summer time, in the evening, while it’s raining, sitting on the front porch with the record player. The sound of rain drops making her voice sound even more beautiful, the smell of the rain reminds you of a time before television.

Or Creedence Clearwater Revival, on a roadtrip, miles of road stretched out before you in the desert, you don’t even feel like you’re moving. Windows down. Who needs air conditioning? Wind rushing in your ears, but the music still unwavered. The blue sky adds another layer to their music that makes you want to dance.  

That’s life.

stormykay:

 I decided that it was time to go back to work.

Metroplex const.

I’m here today :].

I am waiting on Amy. I ant gonna lie. She scares me.

She is very religious, very judgementle. Last time she seen me I was a little ol 15, 16 yr old. I would barely come in, nor get things right. I think I caused her more work then what the day started out with. I dont know if my dad had told her I came back he said it doesnt matter but..It does, it does kinda scare me. My dad didnt tell any of em I was pregnant, till he didnt come in the day I had Amelia. I hope Amy doesnt give me shit about haven a baby, I hope she asks nice question, Like oh hows the baby, how the mommy buisness goin ect. Not well wtf stormy your not supose to have sex befor marriage.

But I cant think of anything else to say other than Amelia was my blessing in disguise, but I have a feeling she wont get it, and still think im full of sinful and I reuind my life. :[.

I dont know if I could work with somebody that will doubt my ability to carry on my life, and still be a good person, and have an amazing little baby to make it that much more encoraging to do right, and so much more rewarding to see I can, for my little baby girl.

haha and speak of the devil. SSHES HERE. ahh.

she has red hairr.

 Dear Stormy,

Wtf cares. It’s none of her buisness. You’re awesome, Amelias awesome. God doesn’t make mistakes. If she has something to say send her my way…. and I’ll have sarah body slam her in a cage match. :D

Oh come on! You know she would. Just give her a cage and a little red headed lady.

WAAAAAY back in the day, I once thought that johnny whitney from the blood brothers, was a girl.

I called him hot.

It took a lot longer than I’d like to admit before I realized he was in fact a man.

jilllian:

REALLY, REALLY easily.

It’s even worse than normal today because I’m exhausted.

I don’t like being so skittish. But this is how I’ve always been. I don’t know how to not be.

 Get a Chuck Norris mask. You’ll start to feel like Chuck Norris and you’ll never be skittish again. Caution: Just because you feel like Chuck Norris doesn’t mean you are Chuck Norris, so any round house kicks to small children are at your own risk.

Type A

People with blood type A have a deep-rooted strength that helps them stay calm in a crisis when everyone else is panicking. However, they tend to avoid confrontation, and feel very uncomfortable around people. A types are shy and sometimes withdrawn. They seek harmony and are very polite, but all the same feel that they never really fit in with others. A types are very responsible. If there is a job to be done, they prefer to take care of it themselves. These people crave success and are perfectionists. They are also very creative, and the most artistic of all the blood types, most likely because of their sensitivity.

People with blood type A are also likely to be considered classic “type A’s”: stressed and conscientious.  

Type B

People with blood type B are the most practical of the blood groups. They are specialists in what they do. When they start a project, they spend extra time understanding and trying to follow directions than others might. When they are doing something, all of their attention is focused on it. They tend to stick to a goal and follow it through to the end, even if it seems impossible. They tend to be less than cooperative, as they like to follow their own rules and their own ideas. They are individualists. B type people pay attention to their thoughts a little more than their feelings, and therefore can sometimes seem cold and serious.

People with blood type B are often considered more relaxed, freewheeling, and unconventional than other types, although not necessarily to an unacceptable degree.

Type O

People with blood type O people are outgoing, energetic and social. They are the most flexible of the blood types. They easily start up projects but often have trouble following through because they give up easily. They are flighty and not too dependable. O types always say what’s on their mind. They value the opinion of others and like to be the center of attention. Also, people with O blood are extremely self-confident.

Type O, the most “average” blood type, is considered the best type in Japan.

Type AB

People with blood type AB are hard to categorize. They can have characteristics on both ends of the spectrum at the same time. For instance, they are both shy and outgoing. They easily switch from one opposite to another. AB people are trustworthy and responsible, but can’t handle it when too much is asked of them. They don’t mind doing favors or helping out, as long as its on their own conditions. People with this blood type are interested in art and metaphysics.

AB is considered the worst blood type. In predictability-loving Japan, they’re loose cannons. They also like to set their own conditions and reserve the right to drop out when things don’t meet their expectations. They’re known to be sensitive and considerate—at times—but it just isn’t enough to balance out the flaws in this blood type. For a while, some companies tried dividing their employees into work groups based on blood type, and no one wanted to work with the AB group.

A is most compatible with A and AB.

B is most compatible with B and AB.

AB is most compatible with AB, B, A, and O.

O is most compatible with O and AB.

I am B-

A grasshopper who has spent the warm months singing away, while the ant worked to store up food for winter. When winter arrives, the grasshopper finds itself dying of hunger, and upon asking the ant for food is only rebuked for its idleness. To work today is to eat tomorrow.

I wonder what it would be like to be a bug? The life of a bug sounds not so complicated. Unlike humankind, insects seem to know what they want in life and are aware of their purpose. If I was an insect, I would probably be an ant.